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hey. this is surely different. we were told it would be. a little tweaking and adjustment time? and we all will still be broke and crying. so REALLY. what is so different? just some background on our screens. right? i'm thinkin so. lol. love you all. stay the course[coarse]. ha ha

as with any change,comes time to improvise,adapt and overcome. the page surprised me. i also noticed some unsettled comments from those of senior presence here. maybe things should have stayed as they were. we'll all share in that experience and persist alike. the page is driven,and will change again. as we all will change as well, and still comunicate to help those who are in need. ozzie says OW. and i'll be bach.

wow. there are two Totally Stressed. what's up with that? that's o.k.. i think we are all totally stressed anymore. i'm sure there will be no mistaking the two. cause i'm me and I GOTTA BE ME. lol. what yall think. aye[kanuke] C-ya.

yo Schmidty. one more last thing. i always loved my facial hair. thou not lately. i don't have a grey hair on my head[dark brown]but except for a little slowly disappearing dark chin hair? it's ALL white. makes me feel like a cone from the DQ with a little chocalate on top. lol

 in response to Schmidty...   hello Schmidty. thanks for the update. just wnted to respond quickly before my laptop burns up my my bedsheets.lol my Obama phone can hardly take phonecalls. i loath facebook. way way too much drama[i have enough with my offspring]. maybe i'll go once to say hay to tha peach[only once,MAYBE]. i will definetely check out the disabilitydigest. YOU are just making my life easier here now. thanks. you da man. as far as the TBI thing. your not alone. the doctors try,but don't understand themselves. nobody really does. including me. you can't comprehend or properly treat something that fluctuates and completely turns around on an unknowing schedule, and then turns back and forth and back and forth daily. some days i'm on a role,doing real well. some days not so good. SOME days i get out of bed,run into my bedroom door, go to the bathroom,puke and go back to bed until noon or 3p.m.. some quality of life,aye? yes sir. i didn't know you were from Kansas. this aint shaping up to be a calm summer. northwest Ohio is at the end of the ALLEY. road out a bunch here in my life[born and raised here]. thou we've been eeriely calm here. No REAL bad weather to spek of. no winter[not harsh at least],weird spring. makes you wonder,right? i'm not gonna say lucky[that'll jinx it], just calm. and back at ya, later.

hey Schmidty. haven't posted with or to you for quite some time. lost my neighbors wifi connection. they lost their cable service. so i'm flying the circuit where ever and when ever i can get some. you are trully a good man sir. i admire your abilities and the way you use them. just posted with you. never really checked out your homepage until last night[when i got a little][wifi that is.lol] lots of usefull information dude[don't mind my french there]. got some ohio numbers i'll check out about dental[spit out two more of mine][thats what scares me][they don't hurt or bother me][i just spit them out]. finally got a court date for my disability with the oh soooooo slow government. now i'm more nerved than ever. i really am not afraid of losing. i just want my 5 years of back pay[i've heard they do everything to get out of that one too]. i don't want my temper[from my tbi] coming out in that particular scenario. but if it does,it does. it's good to vent. here is where i'd rather do that[right?] hope to see a responce from ya. have'nt poked[fun] at ya for too long. love your beard[i don't care for all the white in mine now a days][so i'll stay the clean shavin]. didn't know you were disabled too. guess i should pay more attention[probably could if i could slow down a little] people really don't understand the TBI issues. as i've said before. my mind is like a tornado. and this one is forever on the ground. C-ya my friend. Ozzie says a big OW to ya

hello,hello,HELLO. page has not changed a bit. just can't get reply's like i used to. hope everyone is o.k.. i know not many are fine and dandy. would'nt be here then. Right? wifi really taken a dip here last several days. so i won't push my luck. C-ya. Ozzie says OW.

can anyone tell me WHO will loan a person of my situation money against their house. i own it. have the deed. just can't say when i could start making payments. 5000.00 would suffice for now. i'm not the kind of guy who would file bankruptcy to get away from it. take my deed. loan me the money. and give me some time. if i died. you'd get a very nice 5000.00 dollar house. have almost 200,000.00 in it. very effecient and updated[wiring,plumbing,new heat end central a/c.] very nice older house[built 1925]. come on somebody. wish upon a hero ain't no help. i'm not looking for a hand-out. just someone to work with me[the feds sure are not]. i'm back to what brought me here in the first place. i've got nothing left to sell. it is all gone now.

 in response to lunar*star...   dearest lunar*star. sorry haven't been back with you. too too much on my plate this last week. my brain just doesn't handle a whole lot. and all the worrying about what is coming next,and where the funds will come from is quite too much to bare most of the time. i've skidded along for almost 3 long years broke and begging for money[or a chance to make some]from just about everyone i know[and those i don't]. bad company is one of my most favorite old bands[along with many more from that era]. don't worry about the facebook thing[i'm just not that much of a public guy][lots of trash talking on that page,and others like it]. just not my thing. ozzie is a military macaw[love him more than i care to say][i starve before he does]and he is a very good young man[compared too wild caught birds][he was a hand fed baby][makes a big big difference].they can bite your finger off quicker than you can imagine. and he does know what biting is[only if you piss him off]and will. they are very affectionate,loving,social animals. he has to play and be shown affection daily[just like any human child][they can live to be 70 or 80. so he will[hopefully]outlive me,and end up with one of my kids[when it is my time to go]. ozzie showers with me also[loves it]. i blow dry him when were done. he opens his wings and sits on top of the shower until he's dry[screaming and carrying on][they are not good talkers][he does know alot of words][most of the bad ones][of course]. it's too bad that people don't respect them more just because they are a bird. sounds as thou your ex was either being vindictive,or just could care less. ozzie has the run of the house. he fly's well. the only time he spends in his cage is,at night,or when i'm gone and no one else is here. he has flew off several times and[thank the lord]we've chased him down and brought him home. it's more scary for him then it is for us. now i must go beg for some further help[well try anyway]. another uncertain month in front of me. i wish that the government would just let it go,and give me my disability[over three years now waiting]. i worked hard all of my life to get what i DID have. now it's all gone except my house,and my lovely Dodge[have had it 22 years] they'll bury me in the thing. and i'm damn sure not getting rid of it! i do own my house. and can't find anyone to loan me a small amount on it even. i have no job or income. and i'm 54 not 62. so the reverse mortgage deal is not available to me. my thing is. they said my accident should have killed me, and aged me 10 years. so actually. don't that make me 64? lol. see ya girl. got to go beg or do SOMETHING usefull. C-ya. ozzie says OW.

hi positive thoughts. seen your green football. posted to lunar*star. and then you were gone. how's our girl? hope things are cool with you. C-ya. you know Ozzie.

 in response to lunar*star...   hello my friend. read your post about the end of the month thing. i am exactly the same way. eat well for a few wekks,and then starve for two. it is almost impossible to survive on 7.00$ a day. i'm learning as well. popped to my messages[not easy with Wifi only]and seen your posts. it's hell being lonely sweetheart. makes you feel rather used and left. i have a hard time some days getting here[not always the connection]some days[my brain just will not do it]. yet i'll post with ya,till your sick and tired of seeing my verse[and the crying][sometimes endless]. this is an endless informational supplying page. it's helped me a great deal. i have nothing else to offer other than candor. if it works? and causes a smile. i'm much richer,because of it. if you can smile and laugh[very therapuetic]? something is good. look forward to posting with you further. i'm here. your there. i've got,but of course,"too much time on my hands"[love old rock & roll], as well. C-ya. Ozzie says OW. not a facebook guy. there's way too much drama there. LOL.

 in response to jillfrommass41...   hi again ji. i have constnt issues with my computer as well. can't complin thou. i am wifi ing off others in the area. i've punched the button to send the post many times. only to have it dasappear into the web waves. quite upsetting at times. i'm a 54 year old carpenter[well used to be],from ohio. i condensed my profile awhile ago. it was very to lengthy and drawn out[so much for to much time on my hands[love that song]. there are tragic stories everywhere. mine is just yet another. an uninsured child on a cell phone,made a fatal mistake[for him],and pulled in front of a tractor trailer. the truck ran over him[and i mean smashed him flat]and came left of center and hit me head on. that's been almost 8 years ago. and i'm still dealing with the affects. probably always will. still waiting on my disability[i'll most likely pass before it goes through]and have lost all i've worked my tail off, to get." squandering" is putting it very,very mildly. my traumatic brain injury leaves me like an alzheimers elderly person alot. no one understands[doctors included]. but i'm here and can't complain about the state aid i do get. thou i do.lol. be back at you later. have to rest from this. sometimes reading or doing this[posting]takes it out of me. sometimes i can go for hours. i never know what today will be like ,until i get up and try it. my macaw Ozzie is my best friend. have had him quite awhile. he'll nip you,laugh like i do,and say OW. wonderfull bird. he has quite a vocabulary for a macaw. they are not good talkers. thou he knows all the wrong words[if you know what i mean. great posting with you. i'll be bach. ha ha. C-ya

 in response to jillfrommass41...   hello ji. nice to get a responce from someone on this. IT IS very disheartening the state we are in here in this once great great country. i'll stand by this country to the very end. i just DO NOT care for the way it is being run. AND by whom. i have had to learn how to USE the system. if i had not? i surely would be in the street,and much worse off than i am presently. it's the ABUSES of the system,that we are all being forced into. just to get by. the rich and powerful need not worry about any of this. yet the poor and impoverished that are left to squander and do without the basic needs of life[healthcare being a big one]. my teeth are probably killing me. unfortunately. the wreck i was in crushed my jaw and there is not enough bone[right lower]to properly slide dentures in my yak. it will be a very expensive procedure,and no one wants the responsibility put on them. it's all about money. and the lack of it,or insurance on my part. i would pull them myself[painful as hell]but i would no longer be eating much more than soup. without MONEY or someone elses. i can't even get them pulled. i trully have many,many other issues that need attention. thou. the mouth is and has been waiting. oral health. i'd surely love to give some of the governing body some ORAL. yet i'm too nice a guy to TELL them orally just what i think of the tragedies suffered by so many here in the united states. we spend trillions every year,being the world police[we need to stay home where we belong]and leave our citizens to meger existences. thank you for your thoughts and prayers. i'm right here with ya. you will be in mine as well. nice posting with you. i've been here for awhile now. i came begging and crying like most others here. yet i've discovered the release to be of some help. VENTING is soothing somewhat. if only for a moment. alot of people i have posted with in the past,are either silent. or moved onto better things[maybe got the help they were looking for]. i like the latter of the two. nice to think of people being able to crawl out of the hole and fill it in. C-ya. Ozzie wants some exposure[pic]and says OW.

 in response to Fundseeker...   just read your post. you go. don't stop or slow down a bit. if there were more places for people to go where it wasn't so intimidating as to your monetary means and ability to supply some. with some sort of compassion towards your needs and not the card you're holding. there'd be one hell of alot of more healthier lower class[the work force]people traveling the streets. health and happiness go hand in hand. just and idea. run your post on wish upon a hero. it might fly. good luck. C-ya. Ozzie is head between the wings.

i was asking for some open talk about HONESTY,and the fact that it is so very hard to get along in a bad situation being COMPLETELY HONEST. seems as if no one wants to go there. or cares enough to. let's see. i'm doing oh so badly. can't come up with enough money to do much more than breath. and i do the HONEST thing. and report my sons presence here. due to his income[which isn't much]. i now have even more bills to deal with due to that. he[my son] is supposed to be giving me 50.00 a week. which he surely is not, on a regular basis.[4 times,since dec. ist] now my elect is 40 more a month. gas is also 40 more a month. and my food assistance is now getting clipped 40 a month. my cash assistance is getting hit as well. all for what? because i was HONEST enough to be truthful about him being back at home. shouldn't have done it[reported him as being back]. you manage to get 10 bucks to the good. and someone wants 9 of it. i'm disgusted with the whole deal. i should probably obtain a weapon. and start robbing people right? at least when caught at it? i'd have three hots,and a cot. things are very bad. and only getting worse and worse and worse. it amazes me how quickly you are turned on when things are at thier worst. so much for a man who has helped everyone and anyone he could when things were different and better. don't forget the one's who do and care for all when they themselves are down on the luck side of things. i'm sitting here with my only true friend. Ozzie. he says OW to ya. and i say? come on people. having a hard time being humorous lately. just having a hard time period. i miss starshine,and hope she returns some time soon. miss beefin with schmidty. really miss all of you i post [or used to]with. C-ya. goin to bed early. i'm still at my best sleeping. not hungry or thirsty then either. enough cryin. bye.

 in response to godlucifer...   yo dude. i like the handle. but you came like so many of us. seeking monetary gain. you said it yourself. it is most definetely ALL about money. i too have always loved my life of extremes. never had alot. but worked damn hard to get it. and enjoyed every last second. i daydream about more than i do. but that's what dreams are for. you've got a good mind. use it. i've begged here,there and everywhere. i've also gotten so very used to being destitute and without. not something i like being familier with. never had to worry about that. yet here i am too. this is an informational place at best. it has helped me immensely. thou you're really reaching for money here. we all love our fellow man. but we are all[for the most part]broke and hurting alike. those who trully care? spend a great deal of time gathering information and knowledge to share here,for the benefit of all who CARE to use it. WISELY. this is a great site. thou there are many more sites that may or may not,yield monetary gain or backing. myself? all i have ,is some humourus inunendo,and my thoughts and experience. C-ya. ozzie says OW

caring is mostly associated with familiarity. if we cared for all without association? my,what a different world we would find. covet thy neighbor. ALL of them.

hello,hello. my wifi not worth two bits lately. last night tried again. just to lose a long pointed post about HONESTY,and the fact that you CAN be way too honest today. it's too bad we all are who doing badly. have to have our very own little closet doors we wish to remain closed. terrible thing! but true. if you don't hide some things unfortunately. you'll get nowhere but the street. our system takes basically honest,caring people and turns them to fibbing a little just to survive. i don't know about others here? thou i myself and very upset and tired of playing games to get by. i worked hard and strived my entire 54 years on this earth. only to end up at this point in my life. struggling desparetly,and losing the battle. i would surely like to see some discussion here on HONESTY. and the fact that you just can not be completely honest about things that have to do with basically surviving. alot of americans are now leaving our country for other spots in the world,where you can actually live,breath and relax. come on you all. this is not good,right or just at all. reply to me. cry,bitch,moan or just make some sense of all this to me. it's becoming too to hard to handle. seems no one wants to go on about thier bad points. lets see it. i've got mine. in the closet. lol. C-ya. Ozzie says OW. big truck. drove one for a few years some time ago. unstoppable machines.

hi all. not much here to print. i've cried here plenty. seems as we all have the same problem[lack of money]. i only wish and hope for everyone? that somehow. we find the end of the tunnel[with the light][shining]. my energy is really slacking. i not only do not want to participate in this never ending shit hole[pardon my french]any longer. i can only imagine worse. and that sure aint gettin it. if we don't as a whole? stop the attrocities of our own holier than thou governmental abuse of our very own hard earned way of life? we will eventualy be no better than the places our tax dollars are wasted every day defending them against their own wastefull overbaring political endeavors. we the people,can endure. if it's left to the officials who govern our fate? they will survive. and our fate will be,we will not. the only reason horses will not drink when led to water? there's something wrong with the water. too bad we just believe that we're the most intelligent beings here. not been here much. figured i go on a rant for a minute. we all are in for much more of a roller coaster ride. ozzie agrees,says OW. and i say. WAKE UP AMERICA. lets keep it American. C-ya

hello. i'm just saying hello. how about that? Ozzie's in the ozone.