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totally stressed   in reply to Schmidty   on

About Schmidty

Well Hell O my bearded friend. It hes been quite awhile since our kast communo. Hope all is well with you. Still trying on this end. Good to see your compassion is as always to help others. Computer took a crap the last time. And i had no want,or need to sink more money in yet another. So. I finally got a phone that does it all anyway. Right. I see Inspiration is still here as well. Xo's to that give their time here. Ozzie is still Ozzie. Ow to ya's
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totally stressed   in reply to positive thoughts   on

About positive thoughts

well hello positive thoughts. am not around here much at all anymore. still having financial difficulties. thou I do not know many who are not. things are just getting worse by the day for all. I hope things are good your way. last time I checked in? I came to realization that Starshine had passed. I am very sorry to hear of this. it is a sad sad thing. my life has been busy busy busy for some time now. my brain injury keeps me tired and confused a lot. I don't take stress well. and there is plenty enough for everyone as of late. just wished to say hello. and give you my best. Ozzie keeps me going as usual. he says Ow. and of course as always im a C-ya kind a guy. be safe my friend
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Hey Schmidty. Need to drill ya for information. Of course. Thou I get into a long and

Hey Schmidty. Need to drill ya for information. Of course. Thou I get into a long and drawn? And it goes away lost way before I finish. So. Say in hey. What's up. And C-ya when I figure this one out. Later my friend. Hope this one makes it. On my droid. Weird getting used to this thing.
Computer is down again.
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totally stressed   in reply to Schmidty   on

About Schmidty

well HELLO. Schmidty. how the h l are ya? been a minute. or 2. showed up cryin[again]and figured i'd throw a hows things? your way. see your still doin the good stuff here as always. nothing much here to really report. other than---------same ole same ole. got some urls to check out about loc on my house. found out recently that my ssdi income can actually used as collateral[it's guaranteed income]. never figured. thought that with that, and my house. I should be able to get the 10,000.00 loc. NOT. a 900.00 collection activity from Verizon. and 250.00 collection from an insurance company is kickin my ass. I've even stated that I would pay off these debts immediately at signing of a contract. while we were sitting there together. been told to take care of it first. then MAYBE. GO FIGURE. right? C-ya my friend. you know Ozzie. OOWWWW. LMAO
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totally stressed   in reply to druidtrekker   on

Home Loan for Disabled

hello. don't come here much lately. I too cried all over this page and others while awaiting my hearing for disability. 5 long years. only to be given only 2 years back when it was all said and done. they actually took the 6 month waiting period out of the 2 years back pay. I do not like our government and the way they treat all of us who need help. they[our government] doesn't need to worry as we all do. they have more of our money than we do. AND will never worry about what will come of their OWN selves. they live off of us[or our tax dollars anyway]. I too worked my tail off all of my life. at 47! an uninsured motorist caused a head on collision with what I was driving[work van]and a tractor trailer. it should have and almost killed me. sometimes I wish it would have. I own my home. get 1127.00 a month from disability. and am doing poorly. I too can get no assistance in getting a line of credit towards my house and property that could help me when things are tight[they always are]. there's no rewards for being disabled. just pain,suffering and nowhere to turn. I am single. have 6 children. two of which are still with me at home[in their twenties]and help me as well. just not to the point that I would prefer. yes. it is very,very hard. and I feel for you and all who come to the page with the problems they are having. it's hard to understand that you can not have any real assets and be on government help. I had more equipment and tools of my trade[carpenter[than my boss's always did. AND had to sell all of them slowly awaiting a decision from ssi. do have a nice home[to me]. only worth 65,000.00. but I love it here. when I moved in here? it was a cheap place. yet a dump. worked 16 years on it. and finally it is where I wish to be. raised my family in this place[alone.divorce ya know]and will die here[dying inside day by day][too much stress] you came to a very good page. people here are more than willing to help with as much useful information as they can muster. thou. as I've told so many others here. this is not a place to ask for, and get monetary help. most are just as bad off as the rest. yet full of compassion because of it. use this place properly. and the information AND your own digging and time. it can be quite useful. helped me considerably. BUT! you can vent,read,post and bitch and moan. AND make some great knew friends[that you can't actually see][lol]. i'm 55 now. and sit in my house with my macaw[Ozzie]. and only wish I could be who I was ONCE. and wish for money from somewhere. don't want handouts. only what I deserve. showed up here yesterday. after a several month absence. wanting information as to the same subject as so many others here. where's the money to be had. right? there are some urls of interest. and I knew where to go to find them. AIDPAGE! good people. C-ya. Ozzie says OW.
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hello my friends. hope all is well with ALL. so much drama in this world anymore. so much

hello my friends. hope all is well with ALL. so much drama in this world anymore. so much stress and pressure. it's truly a wonder that we don't have a lot more crime and dishonest acts, than we ALREADY HAVE. mostly sit at home with my dogs and of course Ozzie. I have abstained from watching any kind of news reports. it's all bad. it seemingly will only get worse. the government stuff? WOW. what a mess inside a mess. right? been trying everywhere locally to get a line of credit on my home. which I OWN. need a couple of things done here to finish this place. also would like to pay off a couple of collections that are very minimal[under 1500.00]and repair my credit. credit? is such a scam. very unjust and caters to the well to do. if your poor and have no credit? no matter your assets. you are S.O.L.. have been searching for a 10,000.00 loc. like a credit card. with low monthly payments that would be taken from my ssdi direct deposit each month automatically. It would give me a little juice in the pump when things are thin. which they always are. I hate very thin. got myself behind in December. and still have not crawled out of the hole. Yet! I guess i'm just too old school and stubborn. don't quite understand. but of course my T.B.I. doesn't help. WHY? is it so hard playing the game of life anymore? things are too complicated. too unbalanced. and down right dishonest. my income. thou low. is guaranteed. it is a source of collateral as well. I have a home that is worth far more than i'm asking for. AND to no avail. my wit and humor is worthless. and thou amusing and entertaining at times. i'm beginning to lose my sense of humor quickly.i wonder if credit rage is kind a like road rage. either way. I have enough rage in me from the wreck and all the problems it created. I DON'T NEED ANY MORE. lol. figured i'd drop by and bitch and moan a little. just for old times here. being pleasant and seemingly at ease? not crying. was getting me no return posts. too boring being settled I guess. ha ha. schmidty. positive thoughts[sure could use some]inspiration. and my other past friends here. I say. admiration is mine of you. and only the best is what I endorse to all of you. back again when I can think straight. my wish's go out to starshine for her well being as well. C-ya. sayin OW FOR Ozzie. he's taken to goin to bed[in his cage]on his own lately. he's head backwards between his wings[ASLEEP]. thinkin about that as well. t.v. sucks.

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hi! it's just me. got plenty of complaints. thou Ozzie is a good listener. lol. finally

hi! it's just me. got plenty of complaints. thou Ozzie is a good listener. lol. finally got my medicare. still waiting to get my teeth and jaw fixed. too much red tape and out of pocket[for my 1100.00 a month]and long drives[no one local]to get to the dental surgeon. they make it so hard to realize the improvement. still need a 1999 Durango front bumper and grille[uninsured driver on Dec. 1st. AGAIN]due to my last unfortunate incident with stop sign runners. I swear, I will never again venture out on Dec. 1st again. bad, bad carma[or just plain bad luck]. wanted to say hay, to Schmidty,positive thoughts,Inspiration,Aidpage team and an extended HELLO to Starshine. if positive thoughts has a clue on my California peach. hope SHE, and all of you are well and happy. Ozzie says OW[and a lot more lately]. I say how about this crazy weather! it's everywhere. RIGHT? C-ya
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hi all. ozzie's stompin mad wants his own account. I said no! i'll put up a new pic of you

hi all. ozzie's stompin mad wants his own account. I said no! i'll put up a new pic of you instead. he doesn't leave many keys on the keyboard when he's done normally. ha ha. just passin through. C-ya. you know Ozzie
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hi my friends. how's your liver[s]. dropped in to wish all of you the best possible.

hi my friends. how's your liver[s]. dropped in to wish all of you the best possible. things for the likes of us all just can't change in a positive manner with the shape of this country. now can it? I've always got a hard luck story. so here goes! for the last 8 years. on the 1st of December. I've swore off going out and have stayed home. kind of a self imposed incarceration. this year I decided that I had to change that kind of thoughts about my accident. so I took my grand daughter to her tumbling class. watched and enjoyed. on the way home! an unlicensed,unisured driver. ran a stop sign. of course. I hit him. I had just left the stop sign myself[it was a four way stop], and the impact did not injure anyone[thank the lord]. yet now! my vehicle that I purchased with some of the piddly sum I finally got from disability[they owed me 5 years back pay][I ended up with 2 minus the 6 month waiting period],is damaged enough. that I don't care to drive it. haven't put but 1200 miles on it now in the 6 months I've owned it. yet it is drivable. the guy was driving his girlfriends fully insured car. I struck a deal with the insurance company she used, to keep my vehicle from being totaled, due to the estimate of repairs being more than the vehicle is worth. for money for the necessary parts to fix the vehicle. my son's would due the work for me. it dragged on for months. and I was complaining to the adjuster about length of time. so finally. the adjuster called. said I was getting a letter of denial here soon. due to lack of co-operation on their insureds behalf. they couldn't reach her to take a statement from her after trying for the three months that this has taken. the had an estimate done on her car. took it back to lot she purchased it from. took her tags. and told them she no longer wanted the thing and simply left. holding her lean holder at the expense of fixing it in order to resell it. she cancelled her insurance with her carrier. and even moved from the residence where she was residing. they like ceased to exist. right? the boyfriend[40 and supposedly has never had a license]has lived in several other states[I ran his background]and who really knows where else. sound fishy to you? decent people suffer at the hands of others like this entirely too too much. I didn't have full coverage. so i'm stuck with what was once a nice older vehicle. and isn't any longer. it's hard enough to eat the struggle I've endured and live on my 1000.00 a month. now i'll go back to staying at home on the 1st of December AGAIN. an uninsured driver almost caused me to die. my settlement because of it was meager. now another uninsured driver has caused damage to my vehicle. on the same date and almost same time of day as 8 years prior. so how's your life today. mine sucks. Ozzie says OW. C-ya.
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well hello. sorry to say nothin but bad issues on this end,that I could go on and on

well hello. sorry to say nothin but bad issues on this end,that I could go on and on about. no need. right? just thought I would pop in. say hello. and leave it there. as my fiends here know! i'm real good at complaining,going on and on. and crying about, all we ALL go through daily,monthly,yearly and until eternity. my what a mess, WE ALL are in for a very rude awackening,AGAIN. i'm me. and ozzie says ohhh now. ow don't get it anymore. lol. C-ya. my friends
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happy new year to all. my what a mess the white house has made for us all. if we could get

happy new year to all. my what a mess the white house has made for us all. if we could get rid of the DRAMA? we possibly could find something positive in all of this. i'm for a normal existence. pretty simple right? let us govern ourselves once more. we did rather good the first shot.
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totally stressed   in reply to mariahsdaddy   on

How does this work? Where do you ask for help on this website?

this is a place where people will direct you to the right places,and give you needed information about getting the kind of help that you need. what you do with that information is up to you. there is no handing out of money. occasionally I've seen cases where individuals here have helped others. I've also seen cases where these individuals have been bittin by scammers. thou generally, what you get from the page is,where to go locally to receive some type of assistance. belive me I feel for you at Christmas. it's very hard to not do what you yourself feel good with. I myself have been unable to purchase anything for anyone for over 3 years now. I have 6 children,and 10 grandchildren. they are quite understanding about my plight. thou it does not help me because of that. I just love them all. and do what I can throughout the year. search this site. it takes some time,and effort. yet it can be beneficial. and you can vent as well. once you learn to use this site properly? you'll also makes new friends as well. so many come here thinking that people of wealth or fortune are hear as well. that's not so. the people here are sometimes worse off than you might believe. they live the life and are willing to share their information that they have accumulated,so others have an equal chance to obtain the help that they need. I was in very dire straights myself when I joined the page. with the same impression as so many who come here. what I got was useful information that I used as well as possible. I was put on the right track. AND it did help me. i'm without a doubt better off do to those here. and their willingness to share
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totally stressed   in reply to mariahsdaddy   on

How does this work? Where do you ask for help on this website?

I think you just did. be specific. you'll be overwhelmed with information. merry Christmas. watch and wait for a response. someone will clue you in. thou be specific as to your needs.
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merry christmas: ho ho ho. high aidpagers. not here to cry or whine. of course,i no longer have a reason

ho ho ho. high aidpagers. not here to cry or whine. of course,i no longer have a reason to. that is why I haven't been here much. all I can do these days? is say hi,to my friends here. so I don't wish to conjest things on the page with trivial hi's,and whats ups. right? people needing the wisdom and knowledge of others here should have their space as well. since I never have any good information? i'll save my humor for friends who know me and wish to conversate. lot's of newcomers as always. at least positive thoughts,Inspiration and Schmidty are still regulars. with their insight and information. my 1110.00 a month I've been receiving for the last 3 months? i'm not doing really well[never was],yet i'm comfortable and at ease. I always said i'd change my handle here if my financial problems ever ceased. but due to that terrible thing called a TBI? i'll never get away from being TOTALLY STRESSED. at least I was able to get a NEW laptop,and get roadrunner and cable again. and can pay my bills. AND. am not on public assistance any longer[thank the lord,that my house is paid off]. so life may not be sweet as roses. the aroma here as of late is much,much better now thou. and what I really came to say[I always have too,too much.lol]is please everyone. have a very MERRY CHRISTMAS. and as always stay safe and secure in your journeys. i'm me. ozzie? well he's ozzie. he says a big OW. and i'm sayin C-ya.

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to all of our friends on the page. Ozzie and I wish you the very best thanksgiving, and a

to all of our friends on the page. Ozzie and I wish you the very best thanksgiving, and a fine nights sleep for your efforts and desires. family,and friends. where would we be without them. good tidings come next. here's hoping all of our wish's come to reality. peace my friends. and good will toward all. C-ya. Ozzie's eating one his own kind again. ha ha.
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well hot damn. so glad to see a few friends still kickin it on the page. I figured that if

well hot damn. so glad to see a few friends still kickin it on the page. I figured that if I changed my handle? no one would know it was me cryin and complaining. yet i'm not any longer. i'm just still stressed and totally screwed up. thou I'm stiil me,and still care to come and relate the facts of life. that being! we all need help. we all want to succeed. and we all like to be told we matter. it's my opinion. and i'm welcome to it. right? well. I may be wrong. but I like to think i'm right. or left. or something. how about bi-parti what? hey ,how bout them generals. they screwed up too. but that's humanity. and and we're all welcome to that. I seen where,we're all[humans]getting less intelligent. get off you're ass. AND let's prove that to be incredibly wrong. like. let's all get along. get on on being AS one[1]. and survive the rath of our own doing. that's my opinion. and welcome to it,or not? i'm me. and I don't think that is bad. IF anybody ELSE thinks so? tell me. I can take rejection. what I can't stand thou? is being ignored. or cast out. like garbage. OR Mit Romney. ha ha. still waiting to hear from the Starshine. guess i'll have to break down and do the facebook thing[too,too private for the drama in it]to maybe catch up with the peach. tryin every day. just to keep up with the electrological coming's and going's of everyone on their phones new age. and stopped to say? HELLO to all my friends here. and wish all God's speed for a lovely,and joyous Thanksgiving. no turkey this year here.
Ozzie won't have it again. says he's eatin his cousin and it's FOWL. ha ha. C-yas. Ozzie says OW. later.
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totally stressed   in reply to Schmidty   on

About Schmidty

hey my bearded friend. how's things with you? i still am trying to figure out how to navigate here since the change. just wanted to wish you the best. hope all is well. C-ya. the Oz is tucked in.
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totally stressed   in reply to lovely85   on

Same shit a different day and im stand on my tip toes screaming out fuck the world and let

youre quite
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totally stressed   in reply to lovely85   on

Same shit a different day and im stand on my tip toes screaming out fuck the world and let

real talk? well something like that. i think of it as really done with this shit. and really bitchin about it[venting]. most of the people i became familiar with here are gone or silent. a few are still here. Schmidty is a very helpful person. lots of knowledge and information. if you need dire assistance? he can help. as well as Inspiration and positive thoughts. if you just need to complain,bitch,disagree, and cry to someone[as i have since my 1st day here]? come to me. i at least try to find some humor in all of this. it greatly offsets the cryin. and gives me something to do. lol. C-y. Ozzie says Ow[my macaw][he bites you,then says Ow and laughs]
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totally stressed   in reply to lovely85   on

Same shit a different day and im stand on my tip toes screaming out fuck the world and let

wow. someone else with an attitude. there must be many,many more of us. you go. and keep going. i'd surely like to see more posts like yours. bitch.carry on. do what you must. venting is good. and here, you can do it till the cows come home. nobody really knows you. you cant see one another. they could share your thoughts. or. not like them. maybe someone will bitch back. so be it. were all hear for the same reason. WE NEED HELP. our government put us in the situations were all in[well. most of us. ha ha.]. and God help them when things get really bad. whats more. they[the governing body]know it's coming. the social security administration is stockpiling ammo for Gods sake. they are claiming to be about broke. and just where is the money coming from, for the weapons to safeguard them against us? why,from us of course. the country is gone to hell. and we are providing them the means to further put us all in deep poverty. WAKE UP AMERICA. we do have a say in this. do we not? i fail to know or understand that any longer. i'm totally stressed. and thats the way i see it. C-ya Ozzie has nothing to say.
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